GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! i hate it i hate it I hate it! damn this thesis thing! damn this life!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! makes me feel like starting the new year WITHOUT MY LIFE!!!!! as in AYOKO NA!!!! wish ko na mamatay! as in matuluyan na ako! as in wala na! Buisit na buhay! walang kwenta!!! GOD!!!!!!!! not even the closest to me like my boyfriend or my family can support me! nag dadagdag pa cla! instead of comfort, im always malabo to them or pabigat lang ako!!!! AYOKO NA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New year is almost here. I finally figured out how to post new blogs....slow kc ako e! hehehe! anyways, bad trip lang ako kc instead of spending my holidays with my family, instead of enjoying myself up in the mountains with them, im stuck here doing my thesis.... yup my thesis! It can be such a slave driver sometimes! GRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Hay! im also wondering if mood swings apply not only to the females, but also to the males....how can a person manifest so much sweetness at one time and yet turn into something so sour the next.... maybe woke up at the wrong side of the bed. Oh well.... Thats not the only thing bothering me. How can a person be so feminine....you'd think that he's gay already....but then he tells your friend 'it can do wonders in a man's mind'....BUT HE"S SO GAY!!!!!!!! ano ba talaga? hay....the people you encounter. So funny! Shet!

I have yet to figure out one more thing....HOW TO GET MY OWN GALLERY UP ON SAKOTE! hay.... siempre id like to share the pics that xmas/bday night dba?! goodness!

At least the picture of my pamangkin makes me smile....She's so ADORABLE! kakagigil!!! hehehe....

I pray i get through the day without going insane....i know im crazy enough, but any crazier than I already am will make me go mad! (we dont want THAT to happen! =p) oh well....laterz~!

Merry Merry Christmas!

I finally started my own blog after reading my friends' blogs. I realized i needed one as well. :p

First, thanks to all who came to my bday/sakote party! I had a really great time... except after my second submarine that TOTALLY WHAPAKKED me!!!! shet! I know i drink a lot and i know what i can handle, but that sub was sumthing else! if i wanna go drinking again, i will NEVER HAVE 2 submarines in one sitting!!!!!!!! Shet! that was the first time in my whole life i puked after drinking! grrrrrrrr!

i just feel bad coz my schiatzi had to see that, but im sooooo happy he was there to take care of me. thank you so much schiatz!

Second, friends, i really treasure you guys so much and im here whenever you need me. I might not be there for all the happenings, but know that im here for you guys always. Im here to support you.

oh ya, i just want to say thins.... i feel sooooo good that im so accepted in my man's family..... grabe, they even got me gifts! even my hun's ninong and ninang got me a gift too! ..... its so heartwarming... wala lang.... just wanted to share... its those things that make you smile coz they thought of you.... wala lang..... =p