Wow, Its been a while.
Many times have i wanted to blog..... procrastination got the best of me.
Whats going on with me lately? Im not too sure. Finally got enough rest for the past month. ( as in sleep all day and work all night lang, no gimmicks in between), even enrolled in the gym (and followed my workout of course). But since Tuesday, after half of my medical exam (the next half tom), I got scared coz of my health. I thought i was healthy.... not as a horse, but healthy enough to go on with the day to day activities. Hindi pala.
Just went thru my regularization medical exam last tuesday. Went there on my own, commuted, looked around for the place in U.N. ave in Taft. Got there, waited for my turn, took my weight and height, took my blood, then back the Doctor for the rest of my physical.
She took my blood pressure, then after that, listened to my heartbeat.
She took her time. I started wondering why she's listening to my heart for so long. Weird.
When she finished, she said my heartbeat is too slow. about 50-60 per minute. She says I have to undergo ECG.
So I went. syempre it was my first time. The stuff looked weird. mini suction cups and wires. I thought i was going to be electricuted. hehehe. anyways, when it was all over, the nurse told me my heartbeat wasnt even reaching 40. Scary. She said that people who are aged 60 above had an average heartrate of 50 beats per minute.
What the hell does that mean?
So, Im going back tomorrow to finish my medical exam (i still lacked Urinalysis and drug test coz i had merah) and hopefully they would tell me whats really wrong with me.
Im just hoping its nothing grave.
Please pray for me guys.
Not just my health.... but my life too.....
Im kinda confused about my situation right now.
This song is perfect.
Munkin kami bisa ngerti apa saya mau bilang dengan lagu ini......
Lately
Lately I've had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
but yet the thought of losing you's been hanging
Around my mind
Far more frequently you're wearing perfumeA
nd with you say 'No special place to go'
But when I ask, will you be coming back soon
you don't know, never know
I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel
My eyes won't let me hide
Cuz they always start to cry
Cuz this time could mean good, goodbye.
(Oh why don't you tell me)
Lately I've been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Saying I'm trying to tell myself that I have a reason
With your heart
Girl, just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someone's name
But, when I asked you what are the thoughts your keeping
You just said 'Nothing changed'(2x)
I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel
My eyes won't let me hide
Cuz they always start to cry (yeah yeah baby)
Cuz this time could mean good bye, good bye
