Lag

My brain is officially lagging today. I cant seem to do my work properly. Its always spacing out. Hay. I know this is the effect of SIGNIFICANT LACK OF SLEEP ( I only had 3 hours total of sleep today. HAy) And depression. My swollen eyes dont help either. Shucks. I only have exactly 15 days before i leave. It really hasnt sunk into me yet. I mean, I know im leaving, but It doesnt feel like it matters to those who it should really matter to, therefore prompting me to start feeling numb and maybe a bit anxious to leave because of the way its making me feel. OUch! I think i heard my heart crack again. Hay.