moving on

Now that things are better between my schiatzi and me, a part of me is dreading to leave.
I cant help it. I mean, i guess its understandable to be so anxious to leave and to go to a place where you can forget about everything when things dont go right. But now that things are better, i dont want to leave. And if i do, i really wish i could take him along with me and our angel.
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Had 'lunch' with my girlfriend today. Ang haba ng hair mo a girl! You have 2 guys in line (which makes you happy and im happy for you! At least hindi ka nauubusan diba? hehehe), and another who uses you as a 'template' or standard to find his 'dream' .... could you be the 'dream'? freaky, but possible.
But you know what, Im happy for you! Just continue having fun....para ako kiligin rin sa mga stories! hehehe
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Listened to my officemate today about her woes (apparently, a lot of us had bad luck after the Beach outing on April 23-24). She got herself into a situation she never imagined she would be in. And soon, she would make the right and proper decision about it. After 2-3 months. Im happy she's decided. She also thinks that the only way to move on is to get out of the country. Which is so true. Even I think so. I just pray for the best for her.
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After reading a blog of a friend and listening to friends' stories, the more that I get scared. Why? well, in all the stories that i have read and heard, one thing always pops up- how relationships end because the other finds someone else in the workplace. -That is my biggest fear. Honestly, truthfully and I swear with all my heart, THAT is my biggest fear. That Schiatzi might find someone else, especially while we're away. I trust him and love him with all my heart. Im just holding on to his words.
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Thats all for now, I gotta get out of the office!