I crave for the times when things were so much easier.
I look at my baby, and i cant help but think- wow. She's so lucky. She's so happy, so carefree...no problems....well, i think the only problem she has in this world is how to communicate to the others how she feels. (to speak, i guess)

But even if she cant talk the talk, she still manages to communicate to us what she wants and what she needs.

Amazing.

I have always been fascinated with kids, and now that i have BEA, my very own, the experience with kids are even more Enriching.

i believe that when God gave me Bea, HE gave me another CHANCE at life....

which leads me to my next question:
If I do the next step... would it be more pleasing to God?

So my mind has been full of deep thoughts lately.
ummm... not so lately, more like since July....
And its already... October. Sigh. Time passes like a speeding bullet.
And yet most of my thoughts stay the same.

Only this time, Im back home.
Home in Jakarta. Oh how great it is to be back home, back with the family.

Well, life's like that.
too much stuff running thru my mind... So much that i cant even put them all down to words.

Sigh...