I crave for the times when things were so much easier.
I look at my baby, and i cant help but think- wow. She's so lucky. She's so happy, so carefree...no problems....well, i think the only problem she has in this world is how to communicate to the others how she feels. (to speak, i guess)

But even if she cant talk the talk, she still manages to communicate to us what she wants and what she needs.

Amazing.

I have always been fascinated with kids, and now that i have BEA, my very own, the experience with kids are even more Enriching.

i believe that when God gave me Bea, HE gave me another CHANCE at life....

which leads me to my next question:
If I do the next step... would it be more pleasing to God?