... thanks for being there.
you made my day :)
today has been a real roller coaster ride of events and emotions.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Friday, November 23, 2007
.
a big wave of uneasiness crashed right into my chest.
Its the feeling you KNOW you dont want to have.
I suddenly regret everything.
How dare you.
Its the feeling you KNOW you dont want to have.
I suddenly regret everything.
How dare you.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Today's Quotable Quote
" a dream is a wish your heart makes... when you're fast asleep "- unknown.
maybe the reason you have those repetitive "unwanted" dreams is because you WISH that would happen to me so that you wont be the one to blame
maybe the reason you have those repetitive "unwanted" dreams is because you WISH that would happen to me so that you wont be the one to blame
Thursday, June 28, 2007
You Could Be Happy
I came across this poem (or maybe lyrics to a song)?, im not sure, but it talks to me. Kudos to the author.... She Could be Happy.... But the real question is.... IS she REALLY happy?
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"You Could Be Happy"
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
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"You Could Be Happy"
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
just when you think that he cooled his head.... bigla ka nanaman tatabunan at guguluhin ang isip! Bakit ba sakin ka na gagalit e wala na nga ako ginagawa at nananahimik lang!
Leche. Kung nanahimik, kinekwestion. Kung dedepensahan sarile, kinekwestion rin. E kung walang wala kang tiwala, why are YOU holding on? why am I still holding on?
ah. oo nga pala. Dahil mahal kita.
Nakakapagtaka.
Leche. Kung nanahimik, kinekwestion. Kung dedepensahan sarile, kinekwestion rin. E kung walang wala kang tiwala, why are YOU holding on? why am I still holding on?
ah. oo nga pala. Dahil mahal kita.
Nakakapagtaka.
Friday, June 22, 2007
expressions
These past two weeks, i have been a tour guide to my friends on their first time here in Jakarta. And i have learnt quite a lot.... of new expressions!
hehehe Its like i was updated with what has been going on back in manila, back in my old office, ( which i miss a lot and if ever i go back to manila to live there, i would seriously consider working there again ), back with the sakote barkada ( this was the perfect opportunity to get to know them better aside from our inuman sessions :))
Expressions i learnt these past 2 weeks are:
DING!!!
Whatever!! (font series)
Go Japan!
Yan, may effect talagang ganyan!
Apart from these new expressions, i also had realizations.
Like i have a knack of doing this tour guide thing.
Like i suddenly miss my schiatzi sooo much (i was surrounded by couples kc e!)
Na miss ko tuloy being cuddled :p (btw, thanks babes!) :P
Guys! Your turn to take me out pag uwi ko dyan sa pinas ha!
hehehe Its like i was updated with what has been going on back in manila, back in my old office, ( which i miss a lot and if ever i go back to manila to live there, i would seriously consider working there again ), back with the sakote barkada ( this was the perfect opportunity to get to know them better aside from our inuman sessions :))
Expressions i learnt these past 2 weeks are:
DING!!!
Whatever!! (font series)
Go Japan!
Yan, may effect talagang ganyan!
Apart from these new expressions, i also had realizations.
Like i have a knack of doing this tour guide thing.
Like i suddenly miss my schiatzi sooo much (i was surrounded by couples kc e!)
Na miss ko tuloy being cuddled :p (btw, thanks babes!) :P
Guys! Your turn to take me out pag uwi ko dyan sa pinas ha!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Why?
So, bakit nga ba?
Why me?
Ano ginawa ko sayo ha?
Bakit mo kami ginugulo?
Bakit mo kami ginagago?
Kung sino ka man, LECHE KA!
I dont need all this!
He doesnt need all this!
We have enough trouble with it as it is, kaya wag ka nang sumingit pa!
Mag hanap ka ng ibang guguluhin!
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Why me?
Ano ginawa ko sayo ha?
Bakit mo kami ginugulo?
Bakit mo kami ginagago?
Kung sino ka man, LECHE KA!
I dont need all this!
He doesnt need all this!
We have enough trouble with it as it is, kaya wag ka nang sumingit pa!
Mag hanap ka ng ibang guguluhin!
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
Tamadochi
im so TAMAD right now.
I dunno why. Maybe its coz its not exciting anymore
Maybe because i dont like it.
I would rather be doing something else.
Teaching kaya?
Stewardess???
Trainer!!
Back to processing??
Ok lang rin..
Sigh... anything but here would be so much better right now.
Is this just a phase?
Uggghhh... im just sooo not in the mood.
I dunno why. Maybe its coz its not exciting anymore
Maybe because i dont like it.
I would rather be doing something else.
Teaching kaya?
Stewardess???
Trainer!!
Back to processing??
Ok lang rin..
Sigh... anything but here would be so much better right now.
Is this just a phase?
Uggghhh... im just sooo not in the mood.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
What Major is Right For You
Took this quiz off Jana's, Mel's and Kaye's multiply. Well, since Multiply is now blocked in our office, Il be posting it here muna.
Well, Im not surprised with the result. I believe this is really WHAT i SHOULD be doing now instead of what i am doing now. Sigh.. oh well, Its not too late i guess.
No wonder i have a love for learning languages!
Well, Im not surprised with the result. I believe this is really WHAT i SHOULD be doing now instead of what i am doing now. Sigh.. oh well, Its not too late i guess.
No wonder i have a love for learning languages!
| You scored as French/Spanish/OtherLanguage. You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in a foreign language, especially French or Spanish as they have a greater use in today's world. But other languages could be useful to you as well, such as Chinese, Japanese, German, Italian, or many others. With a major in a foreign language you could teach, or work for a company as a translator or foreign correspondant. It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. A minor in a foriegn language is useful for ANY major. Also, business or political science are great minors for a foreign language major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? created with QuizFarm.com |
Monday, May 14, 2007
YOU
Make up your mind.
Say it and Dont hold back.
Stop wishing things would change coz they wont.
Have a heart.
Stop thinking of yourself and set the person free.
You full of pride and self pity.
What a contradiction you are.
You want to change the world
But you do nothing to achieve it
You want people to rely on you, but when they do
You complain to the ends of the earth of how tired you are serving others
-
You full of words, passion and heart.
To you all praise for staying true to yourself and to the other.
No matter how painful
Still full of respect
-
You with the eyes on the prize
You with the words to close all sorts of deals
Aggressive, charming and knows how to play the cards
Admiration towards you for all the shit you're going through.
You who end up stepping on the others, but still manage to redeem yourself
Fools? Who knows.
-
You who is judged because of your silence
You with full of compassion to the other
You who wish to be alive in the arms of the other
You whom the other longs for
You who hurt the other.
-
You full of hate
You who claim is full of Love
You full of pity
You full of Regret
You fool full of broken promises
You fool!
Where is your faith?
Where is your prayer?
Where is your trust?
Where is your happiness
Why cant you be content with your blessings
No one said it was perfect
Its a rose bush full of thorns on the way up
But with the top so soft, fragant, peaceful and beautiful
Do yourself a favor
Let go of all the chains
You ....
let the birds out of their cages
Its the best gift you can give
Its what they deserve.
-
Say it and Dont hold back.
Stop wishing things would change coz they wont.
Have a heart.
Stop thinking of yourself and set the person free.
You full of pride and self pity.
What a contradiction you are.
You want to change the world
But you do nothing to achieve it
You want people to rely on you, but when they do
You complain to the ends of the earth of how tired you are serving others
-
You full of words, passion and heart.
To you all praise for staying true to yourself and to the other.
No matter how painful
Still full of respect
-
You with the eyes on the prize
You with the words to close all sorts of deals
Aggressive, charming and knows how to play the cards
Admiration towards you for all the shit you're going through.
You who end up stepping on the others, but still manage to redeem yourself
Fools? Who knows.
-
You who is judged because of your silence
You with full of compassion to the other
You who wish to be alive in the arms of the other
You whom the other longs for
You who hurt the other.
-
You full of hate
You who claim is full of Love
You full of pity
You full of Regret
You fool full of broken promises
You fool!
Where is your faith?
Where is your prayer?
Where is your trust?
Where is your happiness
Why cant you be content with your blessings
No one said it was perfect
Its a rose bush full of thorns on the way up
But with the top so soft, fragant, peaceful and beautiful
Do yourself a favor
Let go of all the chains
You ....
let the birds out of their cages
Its the best gift you can give
Its what they deserve.
-
Monday, May 07, 2007
I am a ..
Guava.
yup! when i asked my friend Tintin what type of vegetable/fruit she sees me as, she thought about and said Guava.
Why Guava?
It has a hard core. Its strong, is beautiful inside, and has a lot of benefits. Not too strong, not too soft either. Just right.
Pretty interesting huh? Made me think too.
yup! when i asked my friend Tintin what type of vegetable/fruit she sees me as, she thought about and said Guava.
Why Guava?
It has a hard core. Its strong, is beautiful inside, and has a lot of benefits. Not too strong, not too soft either. Just right.
Pretty interesting huh? Made me think too.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Monday, April 30, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
ah love
I was reading my friend's blogs and i cant help but say... ah love!
Im happy that she's totally stoked on getting married and she is still of the charts in love with the man that she will be marrying.... A la Dream come true - literally marrying the man of her dreams.
She's still soo super kilig, and love is definitely in the air for them.- MEANT TO BE?
I have another friend who was asking advice about a man she has fallen in love with. - LOVE WAITING TO HAPPEN?
And another friend who has fallen in love with a man who was already with another woman. - LOVE THAT CANT HAPPEN?
And another friend who is falling for someone who knows that whatever happens between them is only temporary and can never translate into something more no matter how much they want to because of their cultural and religious status - FORBIDDEN LOVE?
Ah love.
You win some you lose some.
I came across this quote today
Love is so powerful
that while it's killing me,
it's the only thing
keeping me alive!
That quote hit the spot for me today.
I find pretty amazing. Love comes in all shapes, sizes, pieces, feelings, and forms.
It comes in wishes, dreams, aspirations and hopes.
I cant help but smile when the thought of love comes into my head. There's just too much love.
If you know what im talking about. Its there in all kinds. Love can make you happy, sad, elated, angry, confused, needing, wanting, wishing, etc.
Im blessed. Thats all i can say. Im so blessed. God is with me. There's nothing left for me to do but pray.
God has His plan for Love for me.
Im just thankful.
Livin it day by day....
Ah love!
Im happy that she's totally stoked on getting married and she is still of the charts in love with the man that she will be marrying.... A la Dream come true - literally marrying the man of her dreams.
She's still soo super kilig, and love is definitely in the air for them.- MEANT TO BE?
I have another friend who was asking advice about a man she has fallen in love with. - LOVE WAITING TO HAPPEN?
And another friend who has fallen in love with a man who was already with another woman. - LOVE THAT CANT HAPPEN?
And another friend who is falling for someone who knows that whatever happens between them is only temporary and can never translate into something more no matter how much they want to because of their cultural and religious status - FORBIDDEN LOVE?
Ah love.
You win some you lose some.
I came across this quote today
Love is so powerful
that while it's killing me,
it's the only thing
keeping me alive!
That quote hit the spot for me today.
I find pretty amazing. Love comes in all shapes, sizes, pieces, feelings, and forms.
It comes in wishes, dreams, aspirations and hopes.
I cant help but smile when the thought of love comes into my head. There's just too much love.
If you know what im talking about. Its there in all kinds. Love can make you happy, sad, elated, angry, confused, needing, wanting, wishing, etc.
Im blessed. Thats all i can say. Im so blessed. God is with me. There's nothing left for me to do but pray.
God has His plan for Love for me.
Im just thankful.
Livin it day by day....
Ah love!
Monday, April 23, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
When all else fails, when does one pull the plug?
Time and time again, its the same thing. Over and over, and yet never getting tired of the same old cycle. You think of giving up, but the fire still burns within.
Hail to the music that speaks my soul. Hail to the writers that speak my mind. For i can never fully describe every little piece, thought and feeling that runs through these veins. Hail to the powers of the Chosen One who keeps my faith intact. Without J.C., there is no me.
The dreamer still dreams.... but when the dreams will turn into reality, we never know.
As long as i am alive, there are still hopes, dreams and fantasies of wishes coming true.
Time and time again, its the same thing. Over and over, and yet never getting tired of the same old cycle. You think of giving up, but the fire still burns within.
Hail to the music that speaks my soul. Hail to the writers that speak my mind. For i can never fully describe every little piece, thought and feeling that runs through these veins. Hail to the powers of the Chosen One who keeps my faith intact. Without J.C., there is no me.
The dreamer still dreams.... but when the dreams will turn into reality, we never know.
As long as i am alive, there are still hopes, dreams and fantasies of wishes coming true.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
And so you're back
It feels great to have people from your past come back into your life.
Its awesome to know that everyone is doing well, and that life after all is how it all should be.
It feels great to be reconnected and feel in sync again. Not like a puzzle trying to fit in the wrong places. Finally, everything falls into place.
And the picture is so much prettier now.
A few more months and the picture would be complete.
Thank God. I am sooo blessed.
I love you Lord!!
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Yeah, this post is vague. but the main thing is IM HAPPY! YEHEY!!
Its awesome to know that everyone is doing well, and that life after all is how it all should be.
It feels great to be reconnected and feel in sync again. Not like a puzzle trying to fit in the wrong places. Finally, everything falls into place.
And the picture is so much prettier now.
A few more months and the picture would be complete.
Thank God. I am sooo blessed.
I love you Lord!!
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Yeah, this post is vague. but the main thing is IM HAPPY! YEHEY!!
Friday, January 26, 2007
Save Room - John Legend
"Save Room"
[Verse 1]
Say that you'll stay a little
dont say bye-bye tonight
say you'll be mine
just a little bit of love
is worth a moment of your time.
Knockin' on your door just a little
it's so cold outside tonight
let's get a fire burning
oh I know I'll keep it burning bright
if your stay, wont you save, save
[Chorus]
Save room for my love
Save room for a moment to be with me
Save room for my love
Save a little, save a little for me
Won't you save a little
Save a little for me
[Verse 2]
This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side.
Let down your guard just a little
i'll keep you safe in these arms of mine
hold on to me pretty baby
you will see I can be all you need if you stay
won't you save, save
[Chorus]
Oh c'mon, make time to live a little
don't let this moment slip by tonight
you'll never know what you're missing
'till you try, ill keep you satisfied if you stay
won't you save, save
[Chorus]
[Verse 1]
Say that you'll stay a little
dont say bye-bye tonight
say you'll be mine
just a little bit of love
is worth a moment of your time.
Knockin' on your door just a little
it's so cold outside tonight
let's get a fire burning
oh I know I'll keep it burning bright
if your stay, wont you save, save
[Chorus]
Save room for my love
Save room for a moment to be with me
Save room for my love
Save a little, save a little for me
Won't you save a little
Save a little for me
[Verse 2]
This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side.
Let down your guard just a little
i'll keep you safe in these arms of mine
hold on to me pretty baby
you will see I can be all you need if you stay
won't you save, save
[Chorus]
Oh c'mon, make time to live a little
don't let this moment slip by tonight
you'll never know what you're missing
'till you try, ill keep you satisfied if you stay
won't you save, save
[Chorus]
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Tatooed On My Mind
Tatooed On My Mind
Baby you'll soon forget about all,
or maybe you'll miss it like I do.
One thing's for sure I'm on a doubt, spend too much time thinkin' of you
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're the dangerous kind
And your smile is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Don't wanna write,
I don't wanna call,
I would not know what to say
It should be you
That's how I want it to be
Tell me you feel the same way
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now know that you're a danger first kind
And your smile is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams...oh!
Oh, Yesterday, I was feelin' safe, oh
All I do today is tryin' to be BRAVE
and no melody can seem to suit my mind...
and now I curse you for being so sweet and so kind
And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know that you're a dangerous kind
And your face is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams..
Yes I know you're tattooed
On my mind you're tattooed
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Much Has Been Said
Much Has Been Said
Bamboo
Much has been said
Said you'd never leave
Why'd it have to be
Harder than it had to be
Now don't you throw the blame
You were part of this
Wasn't supposed to end
With us just walking away
So many times we tried
Holding on to the pain
But in my baby's eyes i see my shame
Asking why you had to leave
Wasn't i strong enough
To make you see
That the biggest part of this
It's not about you or me
But just been wrong
If we held on
So maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days
Hard lessons we've left behind
This mirror's an open door
I can barely stand to see myself
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ooh lord
Ooh lord
Much has been said
Well i never learned
Keeping my fingers crossed
Praying for my luck to turn
But i can't complain
I'm living it easy
Job's keeping me busy i'm going crazy
Can't describe the way it felt
When you left said you goodbyes
It just seems crazy for me to think
That i found love the same time
But we all know how it all wraps up in the end
So maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days
Hard lessons we've left behind
This mirror's an open door
I can barely stand to see myself
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ooh lord
Ooh lord
Ooh lord
Ummm...
What am i leaving behind
Sweet how we see the big picture
When your life's not on the line
I know the way out but do you see what i see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
Put money on the table thought that was all i had to do
Never came home never said a word to you
No one ever said it was going to be easy easy yeah
Start over again this time this time let's do it right
Start over again but this time this time let's keep the fires burning burning yeah
Start over again start over again but this time this time let's do it right sweet child
Start over again start over again but this time this time let's keep the fires burning burning yeah
You say i only hear what i want to no, no, no, no
You say i talk so all the time
I talk so all the time
Bamboo
Much has been said
Said you'd never leave
Why'd it have to be
Harder than it had to be
Now don't you throw the blame
You were part of this
Wasn't supposed to end
With us just walking away
So many times we tried
Holding on to the pain
But in my baby's eyes i see my shame
Asking why you had to leave
Wasn't i strong enough
To make you see
That the biggest part of this
It's not about you or me
But just been wrong
If we held on
So maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days
Hard lessons we've left behind
This mirror's an open door
I can barely stand to see myself
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ooh lord
Ooh lord
Much has been said
Well i never learned
Keeping my fingers crossed
Praying for my luck to turn
But i can't complain
I'm living it easy
Job's keeping me busy i'm going crazy
Can't describe the way it felt
When you left said you goodbyes
It just seems crazy for me to think
That i found love the same time
But we all know how it all wraps up in the end
So maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days
Hard lessons we've left behind
This mirror's an open door
I can barely stand to see myself
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ooh lord
Ooh lord
Ooh lord
Ummm...
What am i leaving behind
Sweet how we see the big picture
When your life's not on the line
I know the way out but do you see what i see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
Put money on the table thought that was all i had to do
Never came home never said a word to you
No one ever said it was going to be easy easy yeah
Start over again this time this time let's do it right
Start over again but this time this time let's keep the fires burning burning yeah
Start over again start over again but this time this time let's do it right sweet child
Start over again start over again but this time this time let's keep the fires burning burning yeah
You say i only hear what i want to no, no, no, no
You say i talk so all the time
I talk so all the time
Head over Feet
"Head Over Feet"
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
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