You Could Be Happy

I came across this poem (or maybe lyrics to a song)?, im not sure, but it talks to me. Kudos to the author.... She Could be Happy.... But the real question is.... IS she REALLY happy?

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"You Could Be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

live your life until love is found......







Coz love's gonna get you down.

just when you think that he cooled his head.... bigla ka nanaman tatabunan at guguluhin ang isip! Bakit ba sakin ka na gagalit e wala na nga ako ginagawa at nananahimik lang!
Leche. Kung nanahimik, kinekwestion. Kung dedepensahan sarile, kinekwestion rin. E kung walang wala kang tiwala, why are YOU holding on? why am I still holding on?




ah. oo nga pala. Dahil mahal kita.


Nakakapagtaka.

leche

Leche!
Nakakapikon ka na ha!
Ayusin mo pagkausap mo!
KONTI NA LANG TALAGA!

Syet! Leche ka!

expressions

These past two weeks, i have been a tour guide to my friends on their first time here in Jakarta. And i have learnt quite a lot.... of new expressions!

hehehe Its like i was updated with what has been going on back in manila, back in my old office, ( which i miss a lot and if ever i go back to manila to live there, i would seriously consider working there again ), back with the sakote barkada ( this was the perfect opportunity to get to know them better aside from our inuman sessions :))

Expressions i learnt these past 2 weeks are:

DING!!!
Whatever!! (font series)
Go Japan!
Yan, may effect talagang ganyan!



Apart from these new expressions, i also had realizations.
Like i have a knack of doing this tour guide thing.
Like i suddenly miss my schiatzi sooo much (i was surrounded by couples kc e!)
Na miss ko tuloy being cuddled :p (btw, thanks babes!) :P

Guys! Your turn to take me out pag uwi ko dyan sa pinas ha!

Why?

So, bakit nga ba?
Why me?
Ano ginawa ko sayo ha?
Bakit mo kami ginugulo?
Bakit mo kami ginagago?

Kung sino ka man, LECHE KA!

I dont need all this!
He doesnt need all this!
We have enough trouble with it as it is, kaya wag ka nang sumingit pa!

Mag hanap ka ng ibang guguluhin!
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Tamadochi

im so TAMAD right now.

I dunno why. Maybe its coz its not exciting anymore
Maybe because i dont like it.
I would rather be doing something else.

Teaching kaya?
Stewardess???
Trainer!!
Back to processing??
Ok lang rin..

Sigh... anything but here would be so much better right now.

Is this just a phase?
Uggghhh... im just sooo not in the mood.